Getting Close

So just realized only Saturday that I really am almost 30th.  There are only 9 more days left of my 20's.  I started thinking about how different my life has changed in the last 10 years.  I have gone to college, owned many apartments, had a ton of roommates, made friends, lost friends, broken hearts, had my heart broken, and finally met the love of my life, got married, adopted dogs, bought a house, bought a new car, and the list goes on and on.  It kind of reminds me of the line in the song that says, "The body's a temple is what we are told, but I've treated this one like an old honky tonk."  It sounds funny but it is basically true.  I started my early 20's in a great walk with the Lord and i lost my way a lot of times but recently have really been trying to get back on that road and figure out really what I am suppose to be doing here.  I know I want to do mission work but it seems a little crazy to just pack it all up and move to a 3rd world country.  Just trying to find my place in the world (yep another song quote).  All of my friends say that 30 is great, you really come into your own and become aware of who you really are and want to be.  Hopefully that is what will happen.  Sorry about the randomness and not very good sentence structure but kind of having a mini-break down turning 30.  I dont handle birthdays well so we will see how this one goes.